To Be Published
I left a silver trail
Of madness, love and rhyme
Behind me like a snail
Leaves a streak of slime.
Now I'm on the crest
Looking off the brink.
I've written all the best,
But I refuse to sink.
I must get in print.
That's the purpose of the game,
Earn a wholesome and mint
And equal Junkets' fame.
7-19-13
Genius
The English murdered Wilde
Who gave them such delight.
Then they murdered Turing.
An Englishman is right.
The horrid death of Edward
Under Marlowe's pen.
England wasn't quite
As civilized back then.
Once I was an Anglophile,
No longer one because
An Englishman hates genius.
Everybody does.
Everybody does.
7-19-13
Off The Cuff
If I meet my mother in hell,
I'll spit in her crazy face.
My father will be hidden well
Behind a bolt of lace.
But oh he wouldn't tell me so.
He was everything but free.
But out it oozed in a nasty show
Of self-contempt for me.
I am trying to be rid
Of every human fetter.
She to everything I did
Just said, “You're getting better.”
7-19-13
Jacqui Schiff
Jacqui Schiff was quite a
talker.
Simply ask, “What's
up?”
And you'll begin to wonder
And you'll begin to wonder
Whether she shuts up.
Omniscient but normal,
Her speeches should
enthrall,
However there was really
However there was really
Nothing there at all.
7-19-13
Friends
I stopped having friends in Hackensack
In 70. It's never coming back.
I live in an insanity of night.
Nothing's wrong. So therefore
nothing's right.
Among his few peculiarities
Is that I must obey. God bless
releasing.
Another is the gross disparities
Between his friends and me. God bless
deceasing.
One of his endearing qualities
Is to want me here when he is sleeping.
Another is our rapt frivolities.
She sang about commitment. And I'm
weeping.
He like Howard Roark can be trusted.
I'll pursue my genius, but alone,
End up lonely, dead or maladjusted
And know the only truths that can be
known.
7-19-13
Honesty
Sententious! Tell the truth and you'll
be right.
But living in a sempiternal night.
Your poesy will have the edge of truth.
Verity and love are games for youth.
This was so when talent held the
reigns.
Talent's gone. Surrendered to the
crowd.
Rich men have Puccini and no chains.
The poor just have tattoos and sound
that's loud.
Wrong again! How often can I be
Mistaken when I'm writing poesy?
Being wealthy doesn't really mean
Being wealthy doesn't really mean
That you are any less a philistine.
7-19-13
A Complaint
My heart's too full to love.
The little feelings can't get in.
My psyche is congested.
What's outside but din?
Ineffectuality
Pushes on the wall.
Anger, stress and fear,
The edifice will fall.
The puddle of the world
Is continually expanding.
Uselessly the rabble
Will not stop demanding.
7-19-13
A Purpose
A man must have a purpose.
That's one of nature's laws.
However, he must choose it.
That's one of nature's flaws.
Otherwise he perishes
And sinks into a fen
And only lives to die, unless
He flourishes again.
Never have I been
At such an ebb. I rise
Out of stark insanity
And embrace the skies.
Though now at 67
I poetize as fast,
And all of it unpublished,
And coming to the last.
Lazarus is fiction.
His body was not raised.
My mind is clogged and occupied,
And I cannot be praised.
7-19-13
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